Tuesday, November 22, 2005
~ 10:12 PM ~
He makes me feel that i am no use to him.
Am i not his gurlfren? Or am i just "walking talking buddy"??
Why is he making me feel these way if he is really my guy who cares and love me...why??
Doesn't he know that i've sacrificed a lot for these relationship..that i've invested my emotions in these relationship....i hope one day he will see the sacrifices i've made even if it's too late...even if it means i neva gonna c him again....
It's just dat i want to be appreciated for the things that i've done...
I just wanna hear a simple "thank u" from his mouth....cos that wud mean a thousand things..
Sometimes i feel that he deliberately do things that i don't like..for what reason, i dun have a clue!!
Gosh!! Why is he doing these to me???
Despite all the love that i've given him, shud i get these in return...INSECURITY??????
I just hope one day...just one day...he'll understand me...
It'll be enuf for me...