Sadness Flies Away On The Wings Of Time

Living life to the fullest.?? one of the way.. :D

2006-03-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

My blog alive once again..

let's see what shall i update first??

I've jz finished my exams...thankfully..no more burning of midnight oils and stuffing craps into my so worked up brain...
hmm....oh ya..i forgot one importat thing..hees...
My journey of a lyfetime begins...

Any guess??
Doubt so...

Who would ever guess..people like me going overseas for volunteer work instead of spending time shopping, lazing and crapping...

Do not underestimate me...i am so going to prove all those peeps out there that i'm capable of being independent and self-reliant..heh!

I will and i can do it..

Especially to my dearest syam...
Never would you spare a thought for me...
Never did u praise me for what i've achieved....
Never were you by my side when i need you most...
Never did you think that i'm gonna survive without my luxurious items...

Well...hahaha..i'm gonna make sure u eat back all your words..
I am not who you think i am...

To my family..i love you guys but sometimes do have some trust in me..esp my mum..
Afterall i'm 18...i have to learnt and experience hardship myself..rite?

So what am i going to achieve after 2 weeks??????
1) Realise how fortunate i am living here
2) Be more independent
3) See live differently
4) Prove to peeps out there..that MARINAH is able to live without computers what more internet, telephone, clean toilet...i am able to pull through hardships.... :D
5) Understand the value of life
6) COME BACK IN ONE PIECE???

What i hope the kids there would achieve??
1) To understand that education is the important thing to survive
2) Hardship is not a reason to not study well
3) AND OF COURSE! English is important in the modernised world.........well for communication i mean.

Well..there are other goals and aims but i can't really think of it now..i'll update once i get any new one...

Hopefully, i'll be able to meet all my expectations and goals for these trip....

Eleanor Roosevelt:
The purpose of life, after all, is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experiences.

...

2006-01-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

Halooooooooooo

Todae, yuqi told me that she wanted to buy a bag at far east....and so shitty me go and suggest todae...i have no idea why....well..i was suppose to go for tuition class..(as d tutor) but had to postpone it cos of my BLOODY idea..erm..cut it out.

Everything went as plan..jz waiting for d last class to end...then, OMG...it's here!!!!
Argh!! D worst thing a gerl cud have ever expected....especially, when she's suppose to go out...Urgh!! Disappointed, thrashed.....

Haha..but dat does not stop me from going....
B4 dat...we went to check our piggy's first.

Yuqi was damn confident ar that it's filled...
BUT.....haha...
Yuqi( i noe u noe we noe d amt)
hehe...

And so all the way in d bus...she was being xtra nice to me...
okok....she got what she want...

Me??
Well...i did get what i want..but half-satisfied....my piggy is now half empty sia.....

Ina's expenses:
Long-sleeve shirt $38
Blackhead Treatment(I was taken in by her sweet talk---damn me *doh*) $17.60
Withdraw $20
Sub-Total: $75.60

Yuqi's Expense:
Bag $39.90
sub-total: $39.90

Total: $115.50

I'm Broke!!!!!!!

Spent more than 70 for my impulse actions!!!
Except for yuqi's bag..dat was a sincere act *winks*

i swear i wud never act impulsively ever again.... heh!

haish..okokla.can't blame..
i got what i want..

once in a while no harm rite....
ANyways...i'm treating maself....dats rite..MASELF!!

hehe,
Ina sigining off

Shitty Day

2006-01-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

Another tiring day...

Woke up at 7.30, finish sch at 11.30, took a nap for 2 hrs, went for NPCC at 3.00pm, finish at 5 pm, went back hme to rest(now), have to go for tuition class at 6.30 pm...haish..hectic day...

From now onwards, my lyfe wud be full of committments and responsibilites and activities and watever u can name it...haiz....

Feeling real agitated now...luckily have my com to cheer me up.... ;)

Shitty...late for tuition class....
Haven clean up sia....

Cya at nite

The Perfect Guy

2006-01-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

The Perfect guy explains a lot
It's like the setting of a book or it's plot
You have to know how to read the pages
Not judge him by his looks or his wages
As cute as he may be
Looks are known to deceive
The clearness of his thoughts to you
Proves that he has been so true
His friendliness to everyone at this place
Shows in the smile on his face
His words so deep in devotion
As the center depth of an ocean
His eyes attraction as he speaks
Along with the dimples on his cheeks
His mind wind open to your freedom and rights
He doesn't let your opinions start any fights
He claims that your happiness is all that is a matter
And he doesn't only say that to be a flatter
His kisses different each and every time
Joyful and bringing a brand new rhyme
He melts your heart with sweet little things
And plans ahead all your upcoming summer flings
He wants to make sure that every moment's just right
And falls in love with you at every sight
Makes sure you know that you are his only choice
And wants to hear nothing else but your single voice
He will always have honesty and respect
And off of you his promises will reflect
Standing side by side looking in the mirror at his reflection
This guy is your object of a dream and perfection

Anti-social? Think again?

2006-01-17T13:39:00.000+08:00

Haloooooo!!!

Guess who's back from the underneath...
It's me...Marinah...dun tell me you forget bout me liao...
Okok...cut d crap..

Decided to blog again after my frens keep asking me d same qns "u neva update one ar"
Well...here to all who's been pondering with that questions....
I have absolute no time to blog nowadays and actually i have nothing to share...
Lyfe has been VERY dull and boring..or is it me??? Erm...maybe.. :)

Enuf of d unwanted stuff...

Back to reality!!!

Sometimes there would be a time where we feel that we wanna be close to that someone but we just dunno how to..this is what has been happening to my friends..d BOMBERS!!

i do admit or shall i say i do BELIEVE that some people out there is calling us Anti-Social gang..or whatever they might relate to la....
But d thing is...we're not....in fact..we are a bunch of doofers....we act to our hearts content...
lyke farting, shitting which some people might think is disgusting or a uncivilised barbaric act...but we say it openly...
err...wait2...let me correct that part..we say to one another (only to d bombers openly)....

Back to the anti-social thing...the truth is...we wanna make frens with all...in in fact we dun wan any barriers btwn any of us....d bombers and the rest of d mates...we wan peace and harmony...but is jus dat sometimes its hard for us to open a topic with them and sit down and chat for 1/2 hr or so...

But of course..we'll try to talk to them...afterall..we're friends rite...

So..to all those peeps out there....
d bombers will try to be more open to conversation...(actually we are already open)
I just wish that there will be no more social barrier btwn all of us (fwens)...

", PeACe OuT!

Ina make syg cry

2005-11-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 7.30 am..class starts at 8.00 am..i'm doom once again...
30 mins to lesson...how am i gonna reach class on time...haiz

End up..me n MS izy skip lesson..lyke normal...
Haiz..what's happening to d two of us...
Had resolution for d new term..but guess we've yet to live up to it..hehe...

BAD INA!!!

D worst thing dat i could have ever done it making him cry...

Sat beside him ranting..tears rolling down his eyes.....
Shit!! What have i done..i made HIM cry....Bad Gerl!!!

He was so stressed up bout me..i have no fucking idea y...

But i neva could have imagine..he..my guy..stone-hearted cried bcos of me...bcos he love me...n he wants me to change..BCOS HE'S STRESSED UP...bout wat??? BOUT ME!!!

Sorry sayang....dint mean to make u cry...dint mean to make u unhappy...but lyke u..i jz luv u too much dat sometimes i feel ur gonna leave me..n i have to do someting bout it first..

But hey..it was quite touching though seeing him cry silently...i did cry too...instead of jz let me weep, he wiped my tears and let his flow down...isn't dat so sweet of him..

Niwae jz now, went to Changi Beach...Kena caught by the park board...pitch tent w/t permit..hehe...but how were we suppose to noe dat we nd one...

N so...we had to move spot...but b4 we moved spot...dats where all the arguments and cryings began....

Haiz...love is jz too complicated.

Sometimes we are jz too selfish..we want our partners to be what we want them to be n we dun even gif a damn bout their feelings....

well...i do admit that i demand too much from him...

Ok...fine..i'm selfish, ignorant, childish brat!!!

But since u love me...u've got to accept my flaws lyke how i've been accepting urs...aite!!

Ok...enuf...11.26 PM...dozing off soon..or i'll be late for class again...

STUPONG GUY!!!

2005-11-29T10:17:00.000+08:00

I'm lyke totally pissed off wif him. He is always saying bad things bout my family lyke as if his family is an example of a harmonious one. Okla..i do admit dat his family has like tons of saving but dat does not mean that mine doesn't...

I noe d fact dat ya his dad has lyke a thousands of dollars in the account. But its no use having such an amount if he is lyke so damn stingy ar!!

It all started when i told him dat my mum wanted to lend $200....well, as her daughter i dun mind..but he lykes to look down on my family saying dat my family does not have any savings!! What ****!!!!!

Hey...we noe how to plan stuff ok...at least we're not stingy!! We gif money to those who needs it...ok cut it out!! I'm not trying to praise my own family or what..but hey dis is d fact...he even have to beg for money from his dad to continue EDUCATION!!!! now..look who's d stingy one...

Actualy i hav no intention of criticizing anyone or anybody...but jz can't take it anymore..when he keeps on making my family as a bad example and his as d good one...!!!!

ARGH!!! My own GUY CRITICIZING my FAMILY!!! I'm not gonna let dis go jz lyke dat!!

I'll make him pay for what he say.....

HEH!!!!

Makan Mlm

2005-11-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ah.....I'm Full....Stomach Bloated, Eyes half-shut, Brain Shutting down....
Dozing off soon...

Juz now had d most "sumptuos meal"...hahahaha (*wink*)
I guess so...
Let's see...

~Seafood Fried Rice Wif NO FLAVOUR!
~Black Pepper Prawns dat looks lyke PRAWNS SWIMMING IN KETCHUP!!
~Kailan Beef with only 10 SLICE OF BEEF--->$10

Hmm...guess dats d most sumptuous meal i had....tink so..hehe :)

Ok cut it out......

Todae syam, tot of goin to club...well, his fren changed his mind so he's not able to go..hahaha
Screw him!!
He's doin thing that is obviously what i hated most...STUPONG!!!

His being SO unfair to me...well he is unfair....SOMETIMES....

I'm not sure if he really love me or is he juz fooling wif me..i hope not...
Cos if he intends to do so...i'm gonna stuck his ass wif SULA!!!

Ok..guess dats it...

hai....

laydeeina

Yu-chee lost wallet

2005-11-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

Todae after school..went library and borrowed another collection of...

LITTLE LULU...
hehehe

Nutin betta to do..den borrowed

ANNE FRANK REMEMBERED...
Go to the counter then kena caught..

Librarian: Ur Name?

Me: Marinah..err..xu yuqi..i mean

Librarian: *look up*

Me: Err..i'm using my fren's card she ask me to borrow book for her because she rushing to hospital *innocent look*

Librarian: Next time ask her to borrow herself..u can be DISPELLED for ur actions..

Gosh i was speechless...dunno wat to say sia...luckily she never report..hehe..my life was saved..

Ok cut d crap..todae someting weird happen..

My guy was behaving a lil bit weird todae bt in a positive way..he was ultra-sweet to me..hehe
It was very nice of him though to treat me that way..cos it has been quite a long time...lyke it only happen once every two months..hehehe

But he did say to me dat he sometimes think of his ex...yana...well dat bothered me lil...but i guess its no harm...As long as i noe he loves me..im happy wif it..

Oh ya!! he keeps asking "U sayang i tk?"
Direct Translation: Do u love me???

And well of course i answered YES!!

Oh Gosh..how i wish he could be lyke dis all d time...
I love you sayang!!

B4 i beforget jz now..IM yuqi...ask her how was her swimming day..

I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
hi yuqi
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
hi ina
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
hows d swimming
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
fun
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
unforgettable
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
i lost my
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
guess?
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
hp
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
nope
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
wallet
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
huh!!!!!!
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
hai!
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
luckily ur admin crd wif me
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
n urmini toons crd
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
shit
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
bt ur posb n ic
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
how much inside
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
yalor.. i got thank u in my blog.. hahaha...
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
posb i've blocked
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
i can only wait for my ic
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
20bucks
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
haha
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
wah sian eh....den ic u replaced mz pay la
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
50 bucks
I Dun Care. I Ade Nafsu, Emosi Dan Perasaan. Knape Nk Sibukkan Org Sedang Perasaan Kite Org Tk Jaga! says:
or 100 lyke dat
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
yalor, die lor
- -×¦¨¥û qí¨¦×- - says:
hai...

Haiz....one of the bomber lost her wallet..feel veeerrrry sorry for her...hope she find her wallet soon....who noes a kind person will bring it back to her... :(
Sta y Strong Yu-Chee.. :)

Ok...guess...i got nutin to say liao...i wan go slp..later tmr cannt wake up..
To ya'll Gdnite!!!

To my dearest syg....Love You!!!

Signing Off,
Laydeeina

2005-11-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

He makes me feel that i am no use to him.
Am i not his gurlfren? Or am i just "walking talking buddy"??
Why is he making me feel these way if he is really my guy who cares and love me...why??

Doesn't he know that i've sacrificed a lot for these relationship..that i've invested my emotions in these relationship....i hope one day he will see the sacrifices i've made even if it's too late...even if it means i neva gonna c him again....

It's just dat i want to be appreciated for the things that i've done...
I just wanna hear a simple "thank u" from his mouth....cos that wud mean a thousand things..

Sometimes i feel that he deliberately do things that i don't like..for what reason, i dun have a clue!!

Gosh!! Why is he doing these to me???
WHY???

Despite all the love that i've given him, shud i get these in return...INSECURITY??????

I just hope one day...just one day...he'll understand me...
It'll be enuf for me...

GirLie FuN

2005-11-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

HeY..HeY..I'm Back

jus now went to syeni's house to do lab report...izy can't make it..she's sick..but yet still can watch "horror movies"

Cheeeeky Izzzy!!

Eat mee goreng indo and drank two packets of milo...well, i was still hungry though..

THEN....
We Took LOADS and LOADS of PICSIE!!!

YAYNESS!!

Yu-Chee 1ST time trying VODKA!!

Think I had Too MUCH..I wanna PUKE!!!

We are bunch of SELF-OBSESSED loony...

To Izzy Dearie...dun be disappointed... :)
We take pics together later...hehe

Boredom....

2005-11-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

Ok great..now in class doin nutin but staring at the com. Yu-chee beside me, but she's not tokin to me....argh!! BOREDOM!! Today's lesson was ok...i tink...we learnt computer terms lyke file extensions, copy, paste, search..hahaha..damn hard sia!! Why on earth are we learning all of this shit again...tot primary schs teacher have impart that on us...

Enuf of it...izy and syeni still drooling in bed i tink

or maybe they're on d way to class...HOPEFULLY.....

Dint get to bring my hp todae, left with 41 cents!! C no point of bringing it..niwae yu-chee is always there to lend a "helping fon" if i need one...LURVE you YU-CHEE>>>STUPONG!!!

i'll be starting class soon....
wif a gig!!

okla..a lecturer actually...

A lecturer who types using one finger for one word and yet type wrongly...how ridiculous!!
What D FISH!!!

Ok, i'm signing off now.....peace out...

Raya Outing 2005

2005-11-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

Went Raya Outing dat day (19 NOV 2005)with my secondary school mates. Took such a long time to plan end up it was d Ladies' raya out! Cool Heh! Well, it was terribly MENDAK at first, but then slowly pick up d pace.

hehehehe :)

Only 7 of us came.. Ila, Nisa, Opi, Fizah, Ida, Leea n Me... :D
But then, Opi had to leave us....by the time we went to my guy's hse left with only d 6 of us incl. me. haiz....

Guess wat!! When we reached Syam's hse...i was lyke OMG!! what am i suppose to do now?????
Am i suppose to play the host!!

Well LUCKILY i got ila to help me..But i did one crucial mistake though..
That is i went inside his room to get something...SHIT ME!!!

Ish..But that was embarassing after knowing his mum was practically looking at me....Yikes.. :'(
Ok...enuf...

Den we were TOO tired too board the train to BOON LAY,
We alighted at Jurong East then take taxi...hehehe

Here are some pics that we took!!

O Oh!!!

Too Tired TO take PiCs

Here are some photos taken by shahidah..enjoy.. :)

http://photobucket.com/albums/c201/sshhh__/raye%20with%20sec%20sch%20frens%20n%20sum%20xtras/

AlaS

2005-11-21T18:24:00.000+08:00

Finally! I'm Done, i shall stick to these skin for awhile and wait for a few months before i change it. Err, yu-chee i need your help. Guide me!!! This blogging thing is making me crazEe!!

Argh!!!!!!!

YiPeEE!!! I NoW OwN 1

2005-11-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

It's my first time blogging. Well actually i've tried UMPTEEN times but finally i made it dis time round. :)

To my Dearest Frens : Yu-Chee, Izy, Syeni
I now have a blog of my own.

But i do still need ur help *winks*
AMATEUR BLOGGER!!

Shitty! LECTURING TIME
You Noe I Noe About Wat!!